Wednesday, November 02, 2005

A Whole New World

George Elliot once said, ~What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined together to strengthen each other in all labour, to minister to each other in all sorrow, to share with each other in all gladness, to be one with each other in the silent unspoken memories. I like not only to be loved, but to be told that I am loved.~" Living in a world that has billions of people on it, you can't help ut sometimes feel alone even though you may be surrounded by friends and family who care about you enough to help you through the tough times. Times, in which world you're living in, as well as, the world in you're heart can spin out of control to a point where you're left with torn pieces that may or may not be repaired.

Without a doubt, a person who you once considered you're everything, your world suddenly stops turning. For the world that you once knew metaphorically crumbled from underneath/around you as that once stable foundation, which solidly supported your heart, now lies in rumble with your own heart underneath. Yet, even though that particular guy or girl no longer has you in his or her heart, you have unwanted emotional pieces of him or her still within your heart. Its truly a sad situation for a woman, as well as a guy, to let go of the love one has for that guy or girl who now has turned one's heart against you, which can totally stop your world from turning on its axis, so to speak.

For the most part, it takes awhile for your world to rebuild to the point where your own heart can be supported again. Its in that rebuilding stage you find reasons not to fall in love with someone who knowingly or unknowingly walks into one's life. Without a doubt, the pangs of a past hurt or past hurts left a person with empty spaces in his or her heart that when a possibilty of love might touch it again, those empty spaces cause you pain as you try to breathe in that person, in a manner of speaking. In some aspect, its like soaring higher for someone you want to be with, but the higher you keep going the more pressure build up and it gets harder and harder to breathe, which is how love is at times as one want to go to new horizons within your heart.

If you think abou it, its not only the pressure you feel to try to breath in someone new, but also the pressure that causes you're own heart to have an emotional connection as well. Its a tough task indeed for some, most or all women to re-open one's vault of feelings and emotions that you so wanted locked away in order not be toyed with ever again, which is most definitely understandable. For it takes someone who one feels absolutely comfortable with and is able to make you not only breathe easier but also brings back that once lost smile that was not only missing from your face but from within one's heart and soul. Let me ask you this question, how long a period of time did it take for you to let your emotions that you felt within your heart and soul take over with a certain guy or girl after suffering a really hard breakup within someone you truly cared about/loved.

Someone once said, ~To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.~ In retrospect, a person will think that his or her world will never change as one will continue to let one's head decide instead of his or her heart due to past pain(s). However, that special someone will show up and take you on a so called magic carpet ride to where your heart and soul has been before, but never stayed long enough to touch the stars, as well as, see the points of view that weren't able to be traveled until now. In the end, that guy or girl will ultimately take you out of a world once filled with sadness and heartbreak to one filled with love and happiness that is considered to be for you a whole new world which is a classic song from the Disney animated movie Aladdin.

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