Speechless

We all will meet or already have met that one person in each of our lives that will absolutely made us nervous and tongue-tied. It's like having your barin going on temporary vacation and the captain isn't manning the proverbial command center that is our head. On will just stand there absolutely dumb-founded trying to think of what to say, all the while hoping you don't act like a complete moron. Every person has been in this situation including myself when you are interested in a particular person who just abosolutely takes your breathe away every time you see or around him or her for any given time.

Let me ask you this question, have you ever been standing or sitting next to the person you are truly interested in and wanted to say to that person how you really feel but something stopped you or decided not to? We can soetimes second guess ourselves because one never knows how he or she may react or may not react at all. One has to take into consideration that person may not feel the same as your or preferably see you as just a friend. One can also have that brother/sister label placed on you which can really sting. It can really play with a person's mind so much that one can start to talk to himself or herself out loud, which can be somewhat embaressing.

There will be times where one can get bits and pieces to figure out if there is any interest at all from that particular person. It can sometimes be frustrating to destinguish interest because one can receive mixed signals that can totally confuse a person to the point of mouthing words, saying absolutely nothing at all, and throwing one's hands in the air. I've coe to the point where I stopped trying to figure women, it's absolutely pointless. One can continue to try to find those answers to the point where he or she completely takes over one's mindset. A mindset that was completely within all its faculties until he or she showed up unexpectedly and without warning.

For a person like myself, it's hard for me to express vocally how I truly feel about that girl I'm interested in. It's hard for me to go up to her and actually tell her that she is the most beautiful person I have ever come across. Each time I see you, there is always a smile on my face and when I have the opportunity to tell you how I feel, I stop and walk away. I am not the proverbial player or ladies man that will give you lines to get your interest and/or attention. In any case, I just bare my hear and soul in how I feelin writing and It's part of who I am. I can't change that and that is why I have been truly in love once in my life, and had that love reciprocated back 100%

In life we can regret the words that are said, as well as, the words not said from our own mouth. Each of us are capable of hiding our feelings for that particular person, but for how long? Someone once said, a person that can touch your soul can, in some way, look past the superficial, a person who is able to tickle your funny bone, and a person who is able to render you not able to form words just because of his or her mere presence, beauty, and overall character as an individual. In the end, each of us will come to a point where we can't even form words and will leave you absolutely speechless.